31-12-2009 (End of this decade)

Today is 31st of december and the last day of this decade, a decade which had good and bad moments for all of us :) for me, bechalors to job, job to EMBA and EMBA to MS. i still remember when we were entering from 99 to 2000, i used to get very excited, OH 2000 how strange :) and 10 years has passed by, just like fast forward!! i had my moments in this decade, offcourse good ones too, completed my studies, being with my friends, my family, my nephew, their were several good moments, which i always cherish but i had bad moments too, the death of my friend imran and then a big loss to me in everyway, death of arbab adil who was my younger brother :) i still cannot belive, its been more then two years that he is dead, life is very fast....anyways i think i should talk something good, as i hope this new year/decade starts on a good note for everone, things get well in our country, we want to live a good peaceful lives with our families and friends :) so i pray everything gets alright for everyone, i miss home alot, i miss my friends alot...Wish everyone a very goood and happy new year and decade :)

Cheers!!!

Dam La Sa Jwand Dey ?

its been quite a long time, a month or so that i didn't write anything, the reason, i was busy in many things...jobs, graduations, psw visa extensions and self survival....its damn cold these days, even today rite now its -2 :S we had a snowfall today as well, i didn't feel like sleepin so went out for a long walk, was listenin to music as well....GOSH its very cold..Life is going very strange these days, i don't know whats going on, i miss home alot, miss my parents alot, i know they're having a hard time being alone, i wish i was there with them at this time :( i can't even go to meet my brother who is in london...i hate this depressin weather, it depresses me so much being alone sometimes makes me feel worst...i am not even regular these days offering prayers, which is very bad, may be GOD is angry at me :) i am very lazy...So for the time being i am waiting for my PSW visa and after that i'll look for jobs, there is recession here in UK, its hard to find jobs these days, things will be better in March and afterwards so lets see....oh i have to offer prayers now, let me try to be regular :) after all GOD has to show me the right path, So thats all for the time being, hope everyone is fine, safe, happy and enjoying.....!!!

Cheers

SIGN OFF (04:26 AM)

Happy Birthday Baba :)

I Just came back offering morning prayers, i am very happy as today is baba's birthday :) a very special day indeed...i remember last year same day salman, saira, sher and myself we wished baba via video chat, salman wrote birthday greetings on a page...aezaz bhai were at our place and thats how we celebrated dad's birthday :) it was fun. Those were hard days from studies point of view :P but thats history now...Fact of the matter is today is his birthday and i am happy so thought to write my feelings in this blog, i wish i was there with them, rather myself and salman both of us were with them at home :) but that's ok, inshallah we'll be togather one day, all of us(Ameen) lol! its so funny i mean i was thinking about my college days, dad used to dislike the way i used to spend my life, quite rightly, i was very disorganised :P lol! indeciplined :P Net Addicted :P and non serious in life :D We always used to end up fighting :P then i used to watch "Kabhi Kushi Kabhi Gham" Srk's movie and i used to fantasize one day dad will ask me to leave home lolzzz hahaha and i'll leave home bcoz u know both of us having our own ego's and mom will cry after me ;) i really started thinking once he dont love me the way he loves salman and saira :P even more i used to think may be i am not his real son :) just like in the movie lol! Arrrrghs stupid me...n yes how can i forget that famous THE BLUE WATER MALL Scene between shahrukh and Jiya Bachan, i used to play that scene so many times and used to fantasize that one day my mom and me we'll meet like this :) lolzzz....when i think about those times, Our Kabhi Khushi Kabhi Gham Story, I laugh like anything.....OH btw did i tell u guys that i just watched Kabhi Kushi Kabhi Gham Recently :P lolzzz Hehe, But not anymore I have grown up now, i know my father cares alot for me, for us and for everyone and now thanks to this facebook we have become friends too ;) hehe!! So I hope he has many many more birthdays and may all his dreams and wishes comes true :) I have loads of things in my heart but i cannot express them :P So Happy Birthday Once again, have a good good day! Have a Blastttt....I have to Sign off now(8:16 AM)

Cheers :)

P:S Congrates to Princes Dabooskai and LA for their brothers wedding, hope you guys will live like a family happily :)

Trip to Livingston "West Lothian College"

I had an interview yestarday stright after my job, it was such a tiring day for me :S i slept onwards and just woke up :s Right now listening to music and cleaning my room. My room is very dirty yaaar :S i means its been days i was busy in job so couldnt get time to clean it up, i am also washing my clothes today :S so its Safai hoing day for me :) Well OH yes, i had an interview yestarday, i was expecting, soon after my interview i'll start this job but unfortunately the job is suppose to be starting in decemeber and that too for a short time span :S i am also leaving this job by the end of this week so GOD knows what will happen, i'll be beyrozgaar :P hehe chalo i am sure GOD will find a way for me, after all i am always counting on him :) Btw LIVINGSTON was an amazing place, i mean it was very cold yestarday but the place was amazing yaaar, i saw RINBOW over there as well and it was a beautiful sight yaaar, for the first time i was regreting for not having a camera :( I was just like that summer camp in KUCH KUCH HOTA HAI MOVIE...my interview was in West Lothian College....When i entered the colleged all the GORAS were staring at me and belive me i was scared :P i was scared that they'll tease me :P Plus i didnt know where the interview was going to held so obviously i had to ask some1 :P so i told myself, i'll miss the interview but i wont ask these GORAS students, what if they make me fool :P But Thankfully one of their teacher showed me the way, when i entered, there was so many candidates for the interview, so i sat with them and was waiting for my interview call, then exzactly at 2:30 my interview started and i was free by three, they gave me the job but as i mentioned earlier it is in decemeber...So after that i left that college and for half an hour or 45 mins, i had a walk and went on to see shops, plaza and everything, it was fantastic, it was raining as well :) so my fav kind of weather, i love to get wet rain ;) hehe then i came back home, all the way i was sleeping :P when i reached home, i came online for a while, talked to mom dad and chatted to Little angel and then i slept and now i woke up :P i had no jobs yestarday so had a good sleep....so thats all, i have to go now to do work, i have a job in evening :S so have to finish everything, need to offer prayers...before i sign off i'd like to wish good luck to three of my friends Maggie, Sanam and Sher Ali Good Luck for their remaining papers and my little angel who has recently started a new life, her bechalors, Best of Luck.!!! Hope all goes well for them!!! Miss my nephew sher, Good Luck 2 my sister for dissertation result, as it is going to be out this week, i hope she pass it with flying colours :) Miss mom and dad.

Sign Off ( 13:41)

Cheers

Mornin..!!!

i just came back home, thought to go online and read newspaper, whats going on in pakistan, i usually read all the English news paper at shop so don't need to read them online :P Daily Express to Daily Record, SUN to Gurdian, Telegraph etc etc They are so boring, Apna the news zindabad ;) So today is weekend, i am off for the day so i'll rest and sleep all the night, feelings good about it. Today is the last day of the month so inshallah we'll enter into november, just couple of more hard months left then this stupid boring period will be over :) btw i learned couple of words today, whenever i used to ask scotish people about something instead of saying yes they used to say I...i used to get confused, what does that suppose to mean ? then i came to know they call I for yes and Ney for no :P and to thank some1 they simply say TAAAAAAA....i thought they say Chao but then later on one of my senior college told me :S its Hallowen night tonight, all the youngsters they have a particular get for this night, there were loads of ppl last night, girls boys they change into devil getup, looks cute :) apart from that i want to take admission in gym again to start exercizes again :S and also waiting for that interview to take place then i have to apply for PSW as well, so hectic time is comming up, have to cope with it :S thats all for the time being, i am planning to cook biryani tonight as i am off, i hope i'll make good this time around :S *fingers crossed* wish everyone a good luck, especially to my friends who are preparing for thier exams...Hope they do well


TAAAA and Cheeers :)

9:03 (Signin Off)

Tired...!!

Last night was very hectic, its been 5 days continously i am doing job for the whole night *Arrrrrgh* I am really tired, i had a terrible yestarday :S i was really worried for mom and dad, because there was an earth quake in pakistan. Thanks God notting terrible happened. i dont know whats going on in pakistan, its so horrible, in morning there are blasts and in evening earth quake, its so hard sometimes....Anyways i have a busy day today, as i have to go to university for some letters, i hate the admin, they are so rude and un cooperative, i got my passport yestarday, which i was suppose to get on the 15th of oct :S Lazy ppl....i have a job interview on 3rd of november, i hope i'll get this one, its relatively easy....so thats all for the time being, its 9:07 in the mornign and i am signing off, hope all goes well for everyone..!!

Cheers

Hectic Routine....!!

I Just came back from job, this was my 3rd continous day, really tired and bored so that to go online for sometime. Thank God there is no blast today, just opened Geo tv website, i am really worried these days, in job all the time bad thoughts come to my mind *Anyways* i have applied for a new job and my interview is on 3rd november i hope i get that job as its easy as compare to this one, this ones really makes me tired :s Its so boring these days, really just passing time. i hope this graduation day comes quickly i get my visa and start living a proper life with a plan. so thats it so far, before i leave i pray things remain calmn back in pakistan, i pray for everyones safety and Hope everything comes back on track. Miss My Mom and Dad :)

Cheers!!!

Award Letter..!!!

I just woke up, i had two really tough days at the job, but thats ok i had a good sleep last night :) i was also invited by my indian friends for a get togather last night, though i went there a little late but i really had a good time, we really had fun, i came very late from there and for a change, it was good to be with friends :) otherwise these days life is going very dry. From the past few days i am waiting for my letters from the department so that i can apply for the PSW (Post Study Work Visa) but our department is giving us a hard time and they are so uncooperative. I have been going to the department and they send us to the registry, the registry says its the department who will issue these letters, then the department says its the faculty not us, really makes me angry, they are so unprofessional, when it comes to fees, they follow their rules otherwise you just have to wait and watch....my course adviser is such a big racisit, i really feel like kickin his ass thats why i don't feel like going to univ in order to avoid him. Last night my friends told me that all of them have got confirmation via email about the award letters, i really got pissed up, why not me, so when i checked my personal email right now i finally got that letter :) so i am very happy to see the letter, now i can go and register myself for the graduation day. i really want this two months to fast forward so that i can attend my graduation day, get PSW and get the hell out of Glasgow and move to LONDON and start looking for jobs. so thats all going on me for the time being, i pray things are going fine back in pakistan as these days the situation is very bad...GOD SAVE OUR COUNTRY!!

P.S: Good Luck to my friends who are going to appear for their final exams on 22nd onwards :)

Cheers!!!

God Please Save Us!!!

Back in march, whenever i used to get up, the first thing i always used to do was to open up www.geo.tv for the latest news. I used to pray from ALLAH before opening of the site, Please ALLAH no suicide attack, no killing of innocent life, but unfortunately, it always used to be opposite. From Long March to Attack on Sri Lankan Cricket team, from Manawa Police Attack to Several Blasts in Peshawar....OH, it was horrible! very bad memories...Since our militery lunched operation in swat and also killing of some wanted terrorists, there were were few attacks for the past couple of months and it was looking like things were comming back to normal, people were comming out of their homes, life to some extend was normal with exception to all other problems i.e Loadshadding, Sugar Crises, Weat Crises, Economy crises etc atleast people were feeling safe which was a great sign. Unfortunately, the dark clouds are back again, for the past few days, our country has so many blasts in different cities, from GHQ to Lahore. From Peshawar to Quetta. it is really sad that once again, things are going out of control which is very sad. Whenever i switch on my laptop and when i visit geo website, i feel so scared, what will happen when the page gets open, offcourse i am worried for my parents, friends, relatives. i mean some live in peshawar, some live in lahore, my parents live in islamabad. Yestarday we have attacks in lahore so today when i opened the site, we had a suicide attack in peshawar and the latest thing is, a women is also invovled which is extreamly shameful. i dont know what are terrorists wants to prove, what kind of jihad is this, what is going on, how this is going to be stop, when is this going to be stop.....I pray Everything gets RIGHT and these suicide attacks are stopped for any cost. Because PAKISTAN HAI TU HUM HAI :) May ALLAH have Mercy and blessing on our country. "Ameen"

P.S: i have to sleep now as i am very tired.

Hello Everyone...

I am very excited to start blogging. I am neither a Movie star nor a pouplar personality who has a huge fan following and who keep in touch via blogging with their fans. I think its a good way to write about yourself and your usual stuff. Lets see, i hope i would be able to write regularly. I hope everyones doing fine.

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Excited..!!

Dear Friends,

I am very excited to start blogging, i am neither a big star nor a big personality but its a good way to share your feelings, so i thought to start blogging, i hope its a good experience :) I hope everyones doing good.

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